JODOH PASTI BERTEMU-AFGAN

that song always reminds me to someone... my crush!!!... hahaha.. i started fall in love with him from the first sem.. actually at the first moment.. i hate him,  because i thought that he always felt proud with his title as Majlis Perwakilan Pelajar(MPP).. i really hated him... but after i got to know he at kem rekreasi.. i felt something inside him that difficult to find in other man.. first thing that i like about him is he is a lovely man.. how?? he always patient and understand about other people, he do not feel awkward when talking with girls.. some others man, sometime they always act like cool handsome man.. what? just be your self.. dont control, dont hipokrik!!.. other than that i like about his personality.. i like his relationship with god(Allah).. until at one time... i felt that his personality encourage me to be a good muslimah.. how?? there are hadith saids that 'a good man is for a good woman and a good woman is for a good man, a bad man is for bad woman and vise versa' start from there.. i thought about that.. what i want...??..
beside that, i like to heard his 'Azan' and his talk everyday after asar ... 
that song... i will always remember.. even in the future im not his lover.. but i will always keep praying that my lover have personality just like him.. kalau kite ade jodoh x kemana, Amin.. macam dlm lirik lagu!!!

WHO KNOWS??.

who knows??? it been one year,  im here at mara's college( MARA Ketengah International College)... many challenges and difficulty i had faced.. everything is about to pursue my study to United Kingdom... its never been my dream.. it begins when i got to enter MRSM.. there, they open my eyes, my heart, my soul about what im going to do in the future.. i never thought that i can be in here today... i got excited when i got this offer.. But it begins to frighten when i felt scared that if i fail to fulfill all the requirement to pursue my study at oversea... i scared that if i fail... my family got embarrassment from other family member, feel other friends laughing at me... i SCARED.... so, everything already had pass.. i cant get back at that time... what i had to do is keep moving forward-tagline disney- hehe- that feel still have but that feel will give me courage to keep going...

vIEL gLuCK....( GUD LUCK)

Dah lame rase yer x update blog nie... semenjak.. 2 menjak masuk mrsm nie.. jadi xde mase nk online...
now im 18 years old.. hehehe.. im getting old.. getting mature ~~ sikit lah...  bile makin dewase nie.. perasaan ni mcm rase ade... kadang2 rase mrah gak kat tuhan tpi cepat2 mengucap... biase lah bile dah besar mcm2 keinginan yg kite nk... itu lah.. ini lah... kalo x dpt.. mrajok.. dah terase... aduh.. kadang2 rase baek jadi org yg xde perasaan je.. x yah nk benci, suke, mnyampah kat org len... hidop ni buat dose je,..

1st bile dah besar ni setiap org nk ade pkwe kn? common lah tu.. lagi2 bile roomate kat asrama dah ade pkwe.. hensem lah tu... hurmm... JELES taw...--- nk wat camne kn.. kite nie xde lah lawa, pandai sangat... Maybe ade hikmah kot... hurmm... SAbar je lah... KALO DAH JODOH X KEMANE... :)

Dah masook zaman yg baru nie... niat nie nk ubah perwatakan nie... i want to be more talkative... more friendly... more smiling.. but how? hehe.. i gonna try to be myself... just be yourself.... do not afraid to keep trying.. it does not means when you had fallen on ground.. you can't stand off with the other obstacle anymore..  Allah always knows what the best for us.. Do not cry or blame the past... ACTUALLY it teach us to be more strong in the future... BELIEVE IT...

It Comes.. Has Come.. Had Came.. Final Year..

Everything will change to new... everything....
new shirt.. new shoes.. new car.. new house... new boyfrens..(ade ke?)....new roomate...huhux..(that was my point) next year i will get another roomate....

i will miss u my darling... will i get a nice roomate? could it be? hope it...
there's many sweet and sour in our relationship... always quarrel .... i dont like it..
i LOVE U SO MUCH... mase fes2 dulu... aten kuat nangis... korang lah pujook aten... sayang korang... x sanggop nak pisah... ara, syifa, kuya aten nak mintax maaf kalo ade wat salah... aten banyak mengumpat korang (honestly) sorry... :(
korang lah kawan paling bes and baik aten penah jumpe... our scenario in that room... hehe... cant forget..
Yang paling Bes .... bilik kite paling popular kat sekolah... HEHEHE...
''BILIK GS 309 BILIK TERKOTOR KAT TOP FLOOR''... Hehehe... it awesome... nice work...
agak ar... messy room i ever had... never mind... it fun and funny..!.. i luv it...
second... aten is the most homesick in that room... second syifa... third ara and the last kuya(macam mne nak homesick, tiap2 minggu family die dtg-jeles)... hope next year our relation will more close ... luv u so much... papai..
ASSALAMUALAIKUM..

Diam bkn X suke...

ketemu lagi... windu sama kamu... bapak2.. ibu2.. mas2 gantang pasti tungguin aku.. same lah..
kabare..? wes mangan..?

diam bkn x suke... aten diam.. tapi diam dengan penooh rahsia.. and rase kat dalam mind nie mcm2...
aten tahu ape awk ckp.. ape yg awk tunjuk... TPI.. aten x leh wat ape2... mane ade perigi cari timbe..
i KNOW... IKnow... everything i know... but i cant say that word.... cause.. i hope u say that too me once day... everything...
you said u miss me... i miss u tooo... more than you... maybe... u had say that u want give that word when spm past... u wait me... i wait it too.. but.. i cant believe that u honestly when u said that cause next year many block will we through.... and i had release that our HOPE would not become true.. i release it.. i dont want to think it cause it will hurt me deeply... huhux...

:(....

It was Past and i wrong about it...

it had been so long i did not update my blog... miss u so much.. although i know.. no one read what i write.. but.. never mind.. i just want to say what i feel.. it your right..

i want to pull it back.. what i say about at my place.. i mean school..
ACTUAL.. it was a good time and place so me... i release that it was ..wonderful time in my teenager life actually.. i got new frens.. i know how to stand on my own feet without mama and ayah and family beside me...although it was hard and give sad for me at first time... but believe.. when i live there i know that it no easy to through this life, this teenager, this scenario but i had made resolution.. i want succeed in this life and be a good student, daughter, sister, frens, almost be girlfrens, maybe wife...once day..>>> :D.. HOPE IT..

there... although some of them little bad or does not friendly with me..never mind..(aten boleh hidoop tanpe diowang... x mati yer)..hehe... but some of them was REALLY NICe too me.. im shocked.. hehe.. see.. not all... only some... first semester was a hard time.. my mind..my soul.. all says want back home.. home... homeee... HOME!!!!... hehe.. they make me change my mind.. they are my family... but it just for 5 month only.. we have to break... not our relation.. only class.. in semester 2.. i got new family... it good but 4 ROBOTIC more good.. hehehe..

here.. it come to the end of my story... sorry if have wrong spelling and grammar.. im trying now.. pray it becomes more good... ukei.. have a nice day.. it we meet again..luv u.. papai..

in memOrY...

Hola….!!!

*Assalamualaikum… lme dah x update blog.. wind00 sgt…*

Alhamdulillah.. id00p aten kat tempat baru..ukei.. best… nothing yg mnyedihkn … or irritating n digusting kat sne… semue ukei.. just relationship between me n someone ~~~~crack…. I don’t kknow WHY?? Just.. maybe.. They are m0re clever than me… or otherwise( something they hate about me, maybe because Im a `silencer’)whatever they thinks n say… I can’t stop it… just, maybe when i do something `nice’ t00 mereka… I can change their perceptions…. MAYBE……?? Can i????~~ people who knows im a nice person… they can understand me… BUT… what about other s that thinks me (such a `skema’ person or disgust or something like that… errr)little bit make me mess , stress n sad L….. WHY I must THROUGH such HARD WAY???? ---------TPi aten tetap hapy.. cause aten dapat hapy kn ati famiy aten…cause aten belajor kat MRSM….walaupoon ja00h dri family… aten kne tabah n sabar temp00h untuk mse depan aten gaxx…

When we meet----- have a time with family ,,such a sweet memory( can’t forget)~~~ eat together,sleep together, picnic together…. Senang kate… together-gether lah… hEhe…

nEw ExpeRIenCES...

assalamualaikum...

first,
thanks sgt coz follow aten...

second,
aten windu sgt nan kowang semue...
harap leh jumpe cuti nie....

third,
alhamdulillah, aten syukor kat Allah coz dapat mnyambungkn pelajaran aten kat Maktab REndah Sains Mara baru2 nie... kat Alor Gajah, Melaka... jaoh jugak lah... nak g sne kene amek mse 3 jam lebih... mama pon x slalu g sne.. 2 minggu sekali je....
fes time tuu. mmg windu sgt nan tempat lame, tiap2 malam nangis... tiap2 ari tepoon mama... pnat sangat kat sane.... lagi2 sya dok kat tingkat 3(atas sekali)... pastoo minggu orientasi die memang mmenatkan... kaki nie macam nak tecabut...
tpi.....
ape yang best.... lepas sebulan kat sane... aten dah boleh biasekan diri kat sne... roomate aten baek... kawan dah ramai... tpi penat too still ade...
keje kat sne memang banyak... tpi ape yang special katmaktab tooo... kitowng form 4 diajar KIKA... kemahiran insaniah & kemahiran akademik.. nnti naek cuti ade kem... x taw lah best x?? tunggu jelah... whatever... hope kowang semue doakn aten tabah kat sane nnti...

*sowi lame x bukak blog...
sampai sni je aten cite, len kli aten update ag....

papai...luv u, miss u...
assalamualaikum

Shasya_chic95

[M/V] Cabi song (Caribbean Bay) 2PM & SNSD

i luv u 2 pm... so fantastic... and so sweet the end of this video... i like it.. what a wonderful love between them... kalo sya jadik yuri... kan besh.... HAAAAA..... besh yer.... teruje teramat...
I loVe U 2Pm & snsD... luv u so much....

shasya_chic95

I got a peRfect ScorE...

alhamdulillah... syukoor sya... x sangke sya... akhir yer.. azam sya tahoon 2010 nie, tercapai... akhir yer sya dapat result PMR yg memuaskn... sya dapat 8A in PMR... sya x target poon dapat 8A coz percubaan sya just dpt 3A 5B jek.. tambahan lagi sya ade mimpi....



sya dapat mimpi ari sebeloom amek result... sya mimpi x de sowang poon yg dapat 8A.. pastoo Sya dapat 7A 1B jek... pastoo B yer pendidikan agama islam.... huhux... pastooo teroos terjage.. tkoot yer... tpi.. alhamdulillah.. kuase Allah... sya x leh sangke kn... syukoor teramat...

sya arap... SPM nnti leh dapat result lebih baek... Amin...

shasya_chic95

MisUNderstAndinG...

sya nie bukan lah jahat sgt... nak kutook or mengumpat owg len n kawan sendiri...kalo sya nak kutook poon mesti dgn sebab... and sya x kan kutook 5 star... sya kutook owg laen yg saket kn ati sya... x kan sebab fb.. sya x kan kutok lah.. dont worry lah... kepade kawan sya too(yang terase)... sya x kutook awak... sya x kutook spe2... sya cume luahkan ati sya... tapi yang penting sya x cakap kat kawan sya tooo... sowie lah kalo terase...

KEPADE KAW AN SYA TOO~~ YANG TERASE APE YANG SYA TULIS.. SYA MINTAK MAAP.. SYA X KUTOOK AWK... im really Sorry..!!!

MisundErstanDinG... i do not talk about u... but u fell im talking about u...but.. if your fell hurt with my letter.... actually i did not mean it to u... honestly... if u hurt.. do not read my letter again... cause.. i afraid u will hurt with my letter although the letter does not to you... BUT.. if u fell im so bad to you and im MENGUTOOK you... im really2 sorry... cause i did not mean it to you...Im sOrry...!!

IM SOOOOOOOORRRRRYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

shasya_chic

i KnOw who Im aM....!

ape perasaan kowang kalo kawan sendiri wat x layan je kat korang...
tooo x pe ag... sya lagi saket ati cause ade sowang kawan sya nie... kitowg mmg baek lah... mcm kawan biase... sya rase last kali kitowg jumpe x de lah gadoh or masam muke... tpi x sangke... die wat sya cm nie... KALO X CUKE... CAKAP JELAH... X YAH WAT SYA MAKIN SAKET ATI...
sya tahu sya bkn yer lawa...pandai...popular n kaye mcm sotong goreng(nama samaran)... tapi jgn wat sya mcm nie...... Ape Die waT??? kat fb die benci sangat kat sya sampai x kasik sya komen kat mane2 komen... sampai ati... huhux

shasya_chic95

Who? Chapter 2...

SIAPA/ APE YG TELAH MEMBUAT HATI IEN TEROOS MENDERITA??
APE KELEMAHAN.. KEKURANGAN.. N KEBURUKAN DLM IDOOP IEN..??

ien se perfect yang kite tgk... walaupun ien mempunyai kelebihan yg mungkin kite x de... tpi... hati yer x pernah difahami oleh sesiape.. namun fakta bhawe ati yer x kn difahami oleh sesiape telah berubah apabila seorang jejaka muncul dalam hid00p yer walupun secare x sengaje...

seperti biase... pada ujung tahun pasti ien akan pergi melancong ke mana pusat peranginan di dalam dan luar negara... biase yer ien akan ke luar negara iaitu london... kerane ien mempunyai kuarge angkat disane...

windu kowang

hye.......... semue..... sorry sgt cause sya x o9 bbrape ari lepas.... i have a little problem...

korang tahu kan sya still sekolah... in form 3... 23/12, x lame ag aku nak amek result PMR... b`debar... mcm2 rse ade... kejap saket kepale... sket perot lah... sket ati poon ade... hahahaha... 2 days more... argh... tkooooot sgt2..... tapi... sya nak tenang kan pikiran sya jap kat blog nie... sya nak cite pasal sepanjang percutian sya kat dunie ni mase cuti sekolah nie....

owang laen lepas PMR rase merdeka.... freedom.... but not for sya... lepas PMR... sya ade pekse ag.... he...ha...hu... huhux..... sya amek pekse kat MRSM... for what??? for ape ag... tok dpt masok MRSM lah... argh... soalan die, jgn ckp lh... x kn ade sape2 yg akn ckp senang...easy... tpi bg sya soalan to memang awesome lah... spe yg wat soalan tooo sya respect lah... BAIk POya LAh... so gorges... huhux....

next... sya dikejoot kn dengan tawaran.... TawAran????? WHAt???? tawaran pegi sekolah menengah teknik..... Kat MaNe???? Johor BHaru..... blooom keluar result... tawaran dah kuar... peRasaaN???? HAPpy mix with SaD..... WhY??? sya nie anak manje... dok bawah ketiak mama je... x leh ja0h... contoh- g kem kat JB 4 day 3 nite.... dah nangis.... bawu tinggal 10 minit... dah cakap nak balek... nak balek... hua..hua... ``ma nak balek``.... macam nak pgi asrama nie.... hahahaha... tiap2 pagi mama membebel... bang00n pagi... nnti d00k asrama x bangoon... 00wg dah g sek dah... k000 d00k tid000k ag kat asrama...... btool gak ckp mama... nnti kat sne spe nak m`bebel kat sya... suwuh bg00n... x de.... semue kene wat sendiri..... huhux....( dlm dilema nk pgi ke x)....

next... kal00 x silap sya... minggu lepas k000t... sya pgi antar ayah sedare(ayah ki) sya kat JB, ayah ki nak wat bedah tangan die... ade lah nak pulih kan saket die... sya b`simpati kat die... bagi sya die baik, peramah lah...suke b`gurau... cian die... tpi nk wat cam ne... ujian allah... amat besar... mcm mne poon kite kene temp00h Gak... dgn sabar...///// malam tooo ayah ki nan cek mah(mak sedare) balek kelate naek bas... tur00n kat Tanah Merah pde Jam 6.00 Pagi k00t.... hehehe... subuh lah 0r pagi gitu lah... syukur diowg selamat.../// malam tooo gak sya... kakak...mama...n adek su... pgi enjoy... jalan2 lah.. ape ag.. ayah xde... jln2 lah... kitowg g danGa baY... besh sgt2... sampai b`pel00h2 jln kat situ.... OOPPSSS!! bukan jalan... Naek basikal..... Hehehe..... besh sgt2.... sya lah drebar yer... kelang kab00t.... siket ag nak t`langgar pokok.... hahaha... jalan seb00k sgt... kejap ade OWg,... Kejap KETEAPI.... hahaha... MenGgelabah.... hahahahaha... memang x leh lupe...

next day... ari nak balek..... kiteowg pagi2 bang00n pgi sarapan kat restoren bawah.... past000 ttid000r balek... puk00l 11 lebeh... kit0wg bangoon~~~.... pastooo tepat k00l 12 tgh ari yg panas terik... kitowg check out hotel... past000 pgi t000 kit0wg pgi jln2 kat CT MALL JB... emmm sedap.... Ape yaNg sedAp???? makan KENNY ROGERS.... hahaha... wat kali kedue mkn kat kenny rogers.... past000... nak jadikn cite... mama ilang phone die... ilang kat dlm toilet... sah mmg ilang lah... puye lh sayang kan no t000 sangg00p die pegi kat celcom center, kat kempas... sek baek sempat dah nak kool 5 ptg dah... past000 Ape????? balEK lah.....

pape p000n sya happy g jalan2... n sya sayang kowang semue....
i love u so much.............

shasya_chic95

The begins..... Chapter 1

hallu...
assalamualaikum... ukei... sya nak mule bercerite tentang suke duke ien....
REadY... SeT... StaRt....

ien ialah seorang gadis yang sentiasa sepi...namun kesepian dn kesedihann yg di laluinya x pernah diluahkan kepada sesiapa sahaja...termasook lah parents die cause there is something problem in her family.. ukei... ien masih bersekolah, so sokongan n bimbingan dwi kuarge n fwen amat2 sgt diperlukan...sewaktu awal persekolahan sek menengah... kesepian dn ksedihan x pernah hadir kat jiwa die... tpi... apabile ien mule meningkat dewase... perasaan yg x pernah hadir too suddenly menghantui jiwa dan rage die... sad n crying start come out.. walau sesedih mne poon die... die tidak akan ukir kn pada wajah yer...tpi bile die keseorangan air mata yg sedih mengalir ke pipi...

wajah yer yg terukir akan memikat sesiape shj yg mmandang yer... kejelitaan yer asli... namun disebalik yer, x siape yg thu... dunie...pelbagai jeenis manusia kite jumpe... namun x siape yg dpt memikat n menakluki hatinya yg ksedihan too... dan x thu smpai ble hatinya akan teroos sakit dgn kerenah dunia yang fanah ini...
mmg... x semua manusia too sempurna seperti yg diingin kn... namun teroos lah b`syukur dgn ape yg dimiliki.. begitu juga ien... walaupun hidup sederhana..wajah yg polos dan cantik dan pandai dlm p`belajaran...namun maseh ade kekurangan dlm hidop ye..yg membuat yer amat sedih dan seakan tidak b`daya untook hidop lagi di dunia...
namun atas courage n bantuan, hidayah, rahmat dan nikmat tuhan... ien x pernah mengeloh akan kekurangan yer...kesyukuran yer menjadi panduan serta semangat untook teroos hidop...
+bagi nye.. kelemahan.. kekurangan.. keburukan itu hanya lah ujian Allah yg Maha Esa untuk menguji yer semoga lebih bersabar...


bersambung....

SIAPA/ APE YG TELAH MEMBUAT HATI IEN TEROOS MENDERITA??
APE KELEMAHAN.. KEKURANGAN.. N KEBURUKAN DLM IDOOP IEN..??
semoga ketemu lagi nnti...

shasya_chic95

halluuu semua...
now i would like to share with all of u about my family...
first sya have 5 people in my life...

look here... she is my mother.. her name=mrs zaidah binti selamat... umoor die 44 thoon.. my mother lahir muar, Johor.. lahir pade 11/08/1966.. her occupation is teach student in secondary school.. teacher..





HE.... who is he??
he is my father... ofcourse my father... my own father... his name i= mr Mat Yasin bin daud... first his occupation is teacher..after that he got occupation to work at PPD mersing...office lah.. he borth at kelate ...just like me..







her name is syarina.. just call her ryna or akak... laen2 maklumat pasal die
is private.. xleh cite...











ha..ha... who is she? well... its me.. my name syahirah fatini... umoor sye 15 thoon.. dok kat johor... lahir kat H.B.KB, kalate... pada 11/12/1995..








suaidah farhana... she is my sister... 8 thoon.. darjah 2.. sek kat sek.keb nitar 01..mersing,johor..

for the first time... i want too introduce my self...
but before that all of u can call SYA..
nama sya.. syahirah fatini
nama father sya.. mat yasin bin daud..
nama mother sya.. zaidah binti selamat..

umoor sya 15 thoon nk masook 16 thoon... sya still skolah.. sya sekolah kat smk nitar, mersing, johor... sya tinggal kat Felda Nitar 01... sya anak 2 drpd 3 adek beradek...
sya wat blog nie bukan nak carik wuit.. just cke2 je.. hobby mse lapang...~~ sya wat blog nk crik kwn gak... bgi spe2 yg nak kawan nan sya lah.. kalo x nak xpe..sya x mrah.. sya kawan je nan spe2... yg sudi lah..

about sya`s family... sya bgtaw nnti...

Shasya_chic95..