It Comes.. Has Come.. Had Came.. Final Year..

Everything will change to new... everything....
new shirt.. new shoes.. new car.. new house... new boyfrens..(ade ke?)....new roomate...huhux..(that was my point) next year i will get another roomate....

i will miss u my darling... will i get a nice roomate? could it be? hope it...
there's many sweet and sour in our relationship... always quarrel .... i dont like it..
i LOVE U SO MUCH... mase fes2 dulu... aten kuat nangis... korang lah pujook aten... sayang korang... x sanggop nak pisah... ara, syifa, kuya aten nak mintax maaf kalo ade wat salah... aten banyak mengumpat korang (honestly) sorry... :(
korang lah kawan paling bes and baik aten penah jumpe... our scenario in that room... hehe... cant forget..
Yang paling Bes .... bilik kite paling popular kat sekolah... HEHEHE...
''BILIK GS 309 BILIK TERKOTOR KAT TOP FLOOR''... Hehehe... it awesome... nice work...
agak ar... messy room i ever had... never mind... it fun and funny..!.. i luv it...
second... aten is the most homesick in that room... second syifa... third ara and the last kuya(macam mne nak homesick, tiap2 minggu family die dtg-jeles)... hope next year our relation will more close ... luv u so much... papai..
ASSALAMUALAIKUM..

Diam bkn X suke...

ketemu lagi... windu sama kamu... bapak2.. ibu2.. mas2 gantang pasti tungguin aku.. same lah..
kabare..? wes mangan..?

diam bkn x suke... aten diam.. tapi diam dengan penooh rahsia.. and rase kat dalam mind nie mcm2...
aten tahu ape awk ckp.. ape yg awk tunjuk... TPI.. aten x leh wat ape2... mane ade perigi cari timbe..
i KNOW... IKnow... everything i know... but i cant say that word.... cause.. i hope u say that too me once day... everything...
you said u miss me... i miss u tooo... more than you... maybe... u had say that u want give that word when spm past... u wait me... i wait it too.. but.. i cant believe that u honestly when u said that cause next year many block will we through.... and i had release that our HOPE would not become true.. i release it.. i dont want to think it cause it will hurt me deeply... huhux...

:(....

It was Past and i wrong about it...

it had been so long i did not update my blog... miss u so much.. although i know.. no one read what i write.. but.. never mind.. i just want to say what i feel.. it your right..

i want to pull it back.. what i say about at my place.. i mean school..
ACTUAL.. it was a good time and place so me... i release that it was ..wonderful time in my teenager life actually.. i got new frens.. i know how to stand on my own feet without mama and ayah and family beside me...although it was hard and give sad for me at first time... but believe.. when i live there i know that it no easy to through this life, this teenager, this scenario but i had made resolution.. i want succeed in this life and be a good student, daughter, sister, frens, almost be girlfrens, maybe wife...once day..>>> :D.. HOPE IT..

there... although some of them little bad or does not friendly with me..never mind..(aten boleh hidoop tanpe diowang... x mati yer)..hehe... but some of them was REALLY NICe too me.. im shocked.. hehe.. see.. not all... only some... first semester was a hard time.. my mind..my soul.. all says want back home.. home... homeee... HOME!!!!... hehe.. they make me change my mind.. they are my family... but it just for 5 month only.. we have to break... not our relation.. only class.. in semester 2.. i got new family... it good but 4 ROBOTIC more good.. hehehe..

here.. it come to the end of my story... sorry if have wrong spelling and grammar.. im trying now.. pray it becomes more good... ukei.. have a nice day.. it we meet again..luv u.. papai..

in memOrY...

Hola….!!!

*Assalamualaikum… lme dah x update blog.. wind00 sgt…*

Alhamdulillah.. id00p aten kat tempat baru..ukei.. best… nothing yg mnyedihkn … or irritating n digusting kat sne… semue ukei.. just relationship between me n someone ~~~~crack…. I don’t kknow WHY?? Just.. maybe.. They are m0re clever than me… or otherwise( something they hate about me, maybe because Im a `silencer’)whatever they thinks n say… I can’t stop it… just, maybe when i do something `nice’ t00 mereka… I can change their perceptions…. MAYBE……?? Can i????~~ people who knows im a nice person… they can understand me… BUT… what about other s that thinks me (such a `skema’ person or disgust or something like that… errr)little bit make me mess , stress n sad L….. WHY I must THROUGH such HARD WAY???? ---------TPi aten tetap hapy.. cause aten dapat hapy kn ati famiy aten…cause aten belajor kat MRSM….walaupoon ja00h dri family… aten kne tabah n sabar temp00h untuk mse depan aten gaxx…

When we meet----- have a time with family ,,such a sweet memory( can’t forget)~~~ eat together,sleep together, picnic together…. Senang kate… together-gether lah… hEhe…

nEw ExpeRIenCES...

assalamualaikum...

first,
thanks sgt coz follow aten...

second,
aten windu sgt nan kowang semue...
harap leh jumpe cuti nie....

third,
alhamdulillah, aten syukor kat Allah coz dapat mnyambungkn pelajaran aten kat Maktab REndah Sains Mara baru2 nie... kat Alor Gajah, Melaka... jaoh jugak lah... nak g sne kene amek mse 3 jam lebih... mama pon x slalu g sne.. 2 minggu sekali je....
fes time tuu. mmg windu sgt nan tempat lame, tiap2 malam nangis... tiap2 ari tepoon mama... pnat sangat kat sane.... lagi2 sya dok kat tingkat 3(atas sekali)... pastoo minggu orientasi die memang mmenatkan... kaki nie macam nak tecabut...
tpi.....
ape yang best.... lepas sebulan kat sane... aten dah boleh biasekan diri kat sne... roomate aten baek... kawan dah ramai... tpi penat too still ade...
keje kat sne memang banyak... tpi ape yang special katmaktab tooo... kitowng form 4 diajar KIKA... kemahiran insaniah & kemahiran akademik.. nnti naek cuti ade kem... x taw lah best x?? tunggu jelah... whatever... hope kowang semue doakn aten tabah kat sane nnti...

*sowi lame x bukak blog...
sampai sni je aten cite, len kli aten update ag....

papai...luv u, miss u...
assalamualaikum

Shasya_chic95