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Wednesday 18 June 2014

JODOH PASTI BERTEMU-AFGAN

that song always reminds me to someone... my crush!!!... hahaha.. i started fall in love with him from the first sem.. actually at the first moment.. i hate him,  because i thought that he always felt proud with his title as Majlis Perwakilan Pelajar(MPP).. i really hated him... but after i got to know he at kem rekreasi.. i felt something inside him that difficult to find in other man.. first thing that i like about him is he is a lovely man.. how?? he always patient and understand about other people, he do not feel awkward when talking with girls.. some others man, sometime they always act like cool handsome man.. what? just be your self.. dont control, dont hipokrik!!.. other than that i like about his personality.. i like his relationship with god(Allah).. until at one time... i felt that his personality encourage me to be a good muslimah.. how?? there are hadith saids that 'a good man is for a good woman and a good woman is for a good man, a bad man is for bad woman and vise versa' start from there.. i thought about that.. what i want...??..
beside that, i like to heard his 'Azan' and his talk everyday after asar ... 
that song... i will always remember.. even in the future im not his lover.. but i will always keep praying that my lover have personality just like him.. kalau kite ade jodoh x kemana, Amin.. macam dlm lirik lagu!!!
WHO KNOWS??.

who knows??? it been one year,  im here at mara's college( MARA Ketengah International College)... many challenges and difficulty i had faced.. everything is about to pursue my study to United Kingdom... its never been my dream.. it begins when i got to enter MRSM.. there, they open my eyes, my heart, my soul about what im going to do in the future.. i never thought that i can be in here today... i got excited when i got this offer.. But it begins to frighten when i felt scared that if i fail to fulfill all the requirement to pursue my study at oversea... i scared that if i fail... my family got embarrassment from other family member, feel other friends laughing at me... i SCARED.... so, everything already had pass.. i cant get back at that time... what i had to do is keep moving forward-tagline disney- hehe- that feel still have but that feel will give me courage to keep going...